My Life So far at Labuan

Wednesday, Nov 2010. Approx 12.53pm

At Exeem CC Labuan right now. My aunt computer just now working so have to find the alternative to get in touch with the outside world..hehe. My life so far here? urmm..a bit boring and tiring, go back and forth from home to hospital, looking after sick grandma..She`s looking healthy right now, just as a stroke patient 2nd level, not much she can expressed from her face except the pain and the life that she have to get through..sometimes I felt what if one day I become like that, is there someone to take care of me? paralyze, cant speak, speaking with glance...what a life. So for now, life must be appreciated. Live Live to the fullest! (^-^)V

As a first day I come here, Thursday (4th Nov). I spend my whole day at hospital and get back just for sleep after shifting place with aunt. I just don't understand why is the responsibilities just given to certain person, and that is pointing to my aunt family.Is there no one else relatives that have a little bit sense of understanding and responsible to take the duty? there are many other family, my cousins, aunt, uncle but why the only person that take care of grandma is my aunt and her children. Its really tiring, and I know I cant help more than looking after their meals and sometimes get the shift. Nothing to complaint much, just a bit curious why the other relatives just cant concern about this? Really hope that grandma can go home by this week, so they can have their rest. Sad thing that they never have a time for complete family gathering, someone will missing to look after grandma. May Allah always blessed them for their kindness, Aminn..

For me, a bit boring here,just the same routine, chores that I have to do. A very2 different life here, and a bit relaxing, which I just cant get use to it. In Kajang, I always have something to do. Here, without my Kancil - speechless. Without my computer with internet - ......... <^0^> a bit tense and pressure. If I got transport, I can go elsewhere I want, but being stuck here in this big and empty house - warghhhh~